It looks like this week is one of those times when most of the plans are just not happening as planned. Even weather is against me so I decided to let go and go with the flow. I know again I am saying to myself “go with the flow” but somehow even if I amContinue reading “Going with the flow”
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Busy for myself
I lied and said I was busy, but not in a way most people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths. I was busy silencing irrational thoughts. I was busy calming a racing heart. I was busy telling myself I am OK. B Oakman It sound so familiar to my heart and I have beenContinue reading “Busy for myself”
Example not to follow
While going through life I have met different people and I have had a chance to observe them around myself – from family members to friends. And of course life happens and we have not so pleasant experiences and interactions with others. But I always ask myself why people would repeatedly or intentionally hurt their own children and someone else theyContinue reading “Example not to follow”
Rules of mind
It is quite fascinating how a persons mind can play with feelings, understanding oneself and the perception of the outside world. How mind can make build walls inside a person to protect from certain situations, people and oneself. And while living like that it is almost impossible to convince the mind to give a break andContinue reading “Rules of mind”
Just another day
Today is one of those days when my brain just wants to be dark. It only wants to hold to the darkness and I can feel inside how my bully is just waiting to start her debates about myself, the day and my future. If I will allow these debates to happen it will only takeContinue reading “Just another day”
Practice
These past few days are improving my state of mind and more peacefulness is entering in myself. I think constant discipline on which thoughts to take into account and which everyday situations to try to let go is slowly starting to work. Also when starting to judge myself I am trying to stop and analyzeContinue reading “Practice”
Notes to myself
Notes to myself: do not loose your inner voice – if you think you have lost it listen again it is all the time whispering inside; no matter what you know what is best for you. You can feel it in your guts when something feels wrong; do not be afraid to step up –Continue reading “Notes to myself”
Expectations
While studying and working abroad I am constantly meeting different people from all over the world. And after getting to know better some of them it is interesting to observe and see how some people define expectations for others but when it comes to them these expectations do not apply. They expect certain behavior form others and if it is not happeningContinue reading “Expectations”
Somewhere in between
I feel like I am somewhere on the way up but I am struggling to move forward. I just feel like I am somehow stuck in myself and not being able to completely get out of my old thinking way. To get out of my prison of not trusting myself, doubting and fearing if I will make theContinue reading “Somewhere in between”
The Light
You’ll achieve your aims when you leave the darkness behind, and agree to become the light. If my mind has decided to become the light but my heart still is locked in fear and hiding behind the darkness. When there are no big changes coming my way I somehow keep a bit above the darknessContinue reading “The Light”
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