One day = Today

Since I remember myself I have always lived with a thought that one day I will be living my best life, I will have the job I love and everything will be perfect. I just need to little bit wait and this day will come. No matter if I was in Latvia or now inContinue reading “One day = Today”

My own bully

These last few days have been quite challenging regarding my thinking way. I have been struggling a bit to have a clear and rational thoughts about myself. Even though I do not have a reason to be so hard on myself but I was not able to get back on the good side. And having these self made restrictionsContinue reading “My own bully”

Speaking up

Yesterday I thought I had enough push to speak up for myself and ask for some explanations. I thought I am well prepared and I knew the things I will say and how I will argument my reasons. I promised myself that until my 30th birthday I will be treating myself much better and basicallyContinue reading “Speaking up”


How to win myself back in moments when everything seems so hopeless and empty within? Even though nothing so bad has happened to welcome this feeling but fighting this force feels so impossible. And somehow positive self-talk also is not working… It does not reach my heart completely and I am here sitting wrapped in my emotions and thoughts whichContinue reading “Myself”

One evening

Fear has always been valuable in my life. Without fear, without doubt, without discomfort in what we are doing, what is there for any of us to overcome? Serena Williams Even though I would like to not feel any fear at all but looking back to things I have accomplished and where I am nowContinue reading “One evening”

Before the move

For me to come to first realizations about myself and how I am working as a person I needed over 20 years and still ongoing. But I never understood quite well that realizing and thinking I know what to do and really working on myself is two different things. That only with realizing I will notContinue reading “Before the move”

A Conversation

I was not planning to write this evening but I had a conversation with someone and it did not go in a way I was thinking. So I thought maybe to share my on of many experiences via life. I have been always a quite sensitive when it comes to judgment and judging others becauseContinue reading “A Conversation”